What’s Inside Your Mind?

What do you think of when you’re with me?

Do you feel nervous?

Or miss me at all?

Or wonder how I am doing?

What’s going through your mind?

I want to know

Because I can’t decide

How I feel when I am around you.

All I know is that

You can make me smile

Like no one else.

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I’m Sick And Tired

I’m sick and tired

Of hiding my true feelings.

 

Why do I always have to have

A fake smile plastered onto my face?

Why do I always have to

Act all silly and crazy?

Why can’t I act

All sad and angry?

 

I’m sick and tired

Of pretending to be someone

I’m not.

 

I want to show the world

The true me,

But am I scared to know what they will think

Of the real me?

Or am I just so used to hiding who I am,

That I forgot who I really am?

 

I’m sick and tired

Of wearing a mask

To hide my true identity.

 

I wish I could remember

What I really look like;

What I really feel like;

What I really think like;

What I really act like.

 

I’m sick and tired

Of hiding myself from

My friends;

My family;

My loved ones;

Even from myself.

 

I wish I could just start over,

And act, think, feel, and look

Like how I really am.

Who I really am.

 

I’m sick and tired

Of feeling trapped in a life

That I created.

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Winter Wonderland Dreams

I open my eyes and see myself standing in a winter wonderland; an open field with glistening white snow. It seems so fragile, like one footprint could shatter the whole image. Surrounding me is a pine forest that seems to go on for miles and miles. The sky is a clear blue, not a cloud in sight, the sun shinning down on me.

I look to my right and see a wedding arch. White wicker, lacy white ribbon threading throughout it, and daisies popping out randomly. My favorite flower. I hold one and smell the intoxicating beauty.

Suddenly, I notice a pair of black suede shoes in front of me. Attached is a body clothed in a tuxedo. I look up and see him.

His shaggy boy-short black hair. His mesmerizing ocean blue eyes. His adorable grin that gives me butterflies every time I see it.

The sun shines down on him, giving him the effect of an angel. I smile back as he takes my hand in his. He leans down towards me, inching for a kiss. Just as I feel his breath on my lips, everything goes black.

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Have you ever walked into a retail store and realized how messy it is?


Have you ever walked into a retail store and realized how messy it is? You think to yourself, “Wow! Where are the people who work here? There’s shirts hanging off of hangers, there’s shoes where the toys go, and why are there walnuts next to the towels? Don’t these people know how to clean their store?”

Well, lucky for you, I have the answer for your worries! It’s your fault! Maybe not you in particular, but you in general. The customer is what I mean. If the customers were, I don’t know, maybe a little bit neater, or even more polite, when they shopped, then the store would look nice.

So next time your walking down an aisle and you elbow accidently hits a hanger, the shirt falls onto the floor, and you look around to see if anyone saw you do it, please don’t walk away. Pick it up, put the shirt back on the hanger, and hang it back where its rightful place is.

Because if you don’t, the next person won’t either, and then you’ll be wondering why there are walnuts next to the towels.

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I Miss You

A little girl, that’s what I am. That’s all I’ll ever be. To him it doesn’t matter. He’s leaving me again, my big brother.

Now that he’s gone, I have no one. I wear my light blue sweatshirt and short black leggings. My pale white skin blends in with the fog surrounding me. My dark red lips and ocean blue eyes pop out as I look into my reflection in the calm water.

I step father in, letting my fingertips pet the top of the freezing water. Farther and farther I walk through the ocean, my legs becoming numb. Farther until I am gone as well.

Goodbye big brother. I will miss you.

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