Be My Escape And I’ll Be Yours.

 

You were my escape in the past. The one thing that made me feel special. Feel happy. In those horrible months.

You were always there for me. To tell me I was beautiful and everything you ever wanted. To treat me right. To love me.

And I pushed you away. Though you didn’t try hard to get me back.

I like to think that I was your escape too. Your special someone to love you forever.

We escaped to each other once after I left. During Christmas break. And I left again thinking of it as a mistake. Never knowing your after thoughts. I pushed you away.

And now I need an escape. You. I miss you. I guess you’ll always be my escape. But do you even want that? Can I be your escape again?

I don’t even know why I need you. My life as I know it isn’t horrible like it used to be. And yet I still want you. Please tell me you’ll do it.

Be my escape and I’ll be yours.

***

March 31, 2010 1:24 A.M.

The funny (or ironic, depending on how you look at it) thing is, I still feel the same way…

2010-11 (c) Jennifer Gioia

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