I felt like I was going crazy.
Especially when winter break first started.
I was having Ben withdrawals.
I was missing you like crazy that it hurt.
I don’t think I’ve ever missed someone so much in my life,
Other than my deceased dog.
Then when I finally said I love you to you,
I’ve never been so scared in my life.
I know there was no reason to be scared,
I mean you said it before me,
But I don’t know.
People say love makes you feel crazy,
And boy did I feel crazy.
I’ve just never felt like this before about anybody.
And it kind of scares me,
How much I’m letting you in.
I know my insecurities might seem silly,
But they’re true,
And they’re there:
They’re not going away anytime soon.
Just know that I love you.
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